Self-Forgiveness about Smoking Cigarettes/Tobacco part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to become addicted from Cigarettes/Tobacco.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to have a thought after eating like “A Cigarette would be nice now”.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to give myself away/to suppress myself as that what i am by letting direct me from the habit of cigarette smoking.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to be pre-programed from the habit of smoking cigarettes thus I am not here as a self-directive-principle.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to judge cigarettes/tobacco with a negative value.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to charge Tobacco/Cigarettes with a negative Value.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to define & connect the time after eating with the thought “a cigarette would be nice now”.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to became a slave of smoking cigarettes.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to judge myself because of not stop smoking cigarettes immediately when I spoke the first time about it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to believe that the smoke of Cigarettes/Tobacco is dangerous for my environment.