facing myself - Discussion with my brother about Education

Yesterday I had a talk with my brother about education and being a parent and the situation becomes slowly unruly.
The whole discussion was based on being loud in expression lol - but not on blaming each other nor angry - just loud and fast.
After the discussion my experience was a "feeling of more free" - more free from some pent up & suppressed stuff within me.

From my starting point I talked about this to support him and me - to see where I stand and to
let him know that nobody is special in their education and that everybody handle education how oneself become
eductated only with different pictures but with the same reaction and similar believes about right and wrong.

Then in one moment he tried to attack me verbally about my past experience and that I say one time so and one time so.
Specialy he told about where I said I will no longer use the money from the government - this was
in my spiritual/new age time  where I stoped then for 1,5 years to use this money.

In this time I experienced for only 1 month to have less then 3 € per week for 3 people - I was glad that it was summer
so we had some fruits and corn to eat and with the money we buyed flour.
From that on I started use the money from the government again because I would never experience how it is to be poor.

When my borther spoke about this I experienced some patterns of unsecure & inferiore within me also a point of
fear - that I am not trust worthy enough.
I see & realize my unstable point of taking still something personally what other say/believe about me and that I want/wish to be
trustworthy - so to speak I want to be a good person in some cases.

I see the point of trust and/or trustworthy is and shall not be for others but for me as I stand. Do I trust myself in every moment and
are my words what I speak, spoken in self-honesty thus trusworthy. Am I the words what I speak or are they nothing but smoke and mirrors.
To want/wish/desire to be trustworthy is just seperating me from the actual deed of self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel verbally attacked by others instead of realizing that verbally attack exist only when I take it personally and give or still exist within me the words definition as good & bad thus a polare defnition. A polare definition do not really exist in real - it is a happening within the mind as a separation of Life as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take what my borther or orthers beLIEve and say about me personally and place it in a polarity-catergory of good and bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience unsecurity in connection with the thought I am not trustwhorthy enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience fear in connection with the thought that I am not trustworthy enough.

I frogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/wish/desire to being trustworthy enough so that others will accepte and respect me
as who I am instead of realizing that through participating within a want/wish/desire I sperate me from me as life as the actuall deed and living word
as trustworthy and further I have to respect and accept myself as who I really am within & as the physical body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define & charge the words not trustworthy enough with a negative value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spearate me frome the words not trustworthy enough through defining the words with an negative value in separation of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have done something wrong in my past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge past experiences like my spritual-new-age time with an negative value.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate me from my spiritual-new-age time through judging this time/my past and everything what I have told people as my knowledge & realizations from that with an negative value in separation of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself in connection what I have told people within my spriritual-new-age time instead of realizing that everthing what I have seen in this time was & is a support of realizing what is real & whats deception/illusion. I am in process like everyone else to investigate in system and learn from them to can support others and me effectivly to get out of this shit what we have created, acepted and allowed and direct me to the point of standing as Equal as all Life as One.

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We have already the technology and the knowledge about Genetic-Diagnostic which means we can make tests of our genetic structure/code to see if we have pre-programmed conditions to some hereditary diseases. So for instance you have prepared yourself enough to get sure the child can grow up in dignity means you will not enslave your child with your believes and Ideas of good and bad or right and wrongs which is obviously the ultimate trap/illusion/deception of our current existence – just let the child his/her innocent expression and support them in a way as the principle of our inherent nature of Life as Equal as One as what is best for all.

Then before you start to make a willed baby you go with your partner to the doctor and make a genetic diagnosis – it is called “Prefertilisation” – it is a technique where the ovum get examined to see – and in this stage it is only the maternal examination – if there a mutations in the DNA or Chromosomes. Another Examination is called “Preimplantation Genetic Diagnosis” – Within this technique they take the ovum and the sperm and let them merge. After the next few days they split some cells and examine the genetic code/constitution.

Depending on the question there will be different diagnostic procedures. The procentual  accuracy of the genetic diagnosis is circa 90-95% – of course currently humanity do not understand the life in his various form nor how the human physical body works – so therefore we haven´t currently the understanding and the view how we have pre-programmed our life include all physical indications/diseases. Until each one understand himself in his entire existence we have no full guarantee but within the current state of the Genetic-Diagnosis we can sort out some mutations/hereditary diseases which are expressed as various forms of limitations.

Each new born physical life and all existing physical life has an equal right to live a Life with as little as possible of limitations. So therefore I am 1 Vote for a Genetic Diagnoses. Each one must understand that the children are the clones of their parents. It is time to take Self-Responsibility and do everything what is necessary to correct and delete all limitations what we have created, accepted and allowed here on earth.

Evolution is the cloning from stored past experiences into the presence thus the future, through accepted and allowed abuse of life and misunderstandings or rather non-understandings of life itself. Only the pictures are different but the behavior-patterns are the same – transfered from generation to generation.

Life in fact is EQUALTIY – but humanity has never lived the inherent Nature of Life as the Principle of Oneness & Equality. The only thing what we have done here on earth is lived in an illusion and deception within and as our Mind-Consciousness-System where we have enslaved ourselves through the BeLIEves and Ideas of Good and Bad, Right and Wrong instead of Realizing that judgements and different assessments are not real here in our physical Reality and thus it is a separation of what we really are as Life as Equal as One.

It is time to wake up and see what is really Real Here and how we have, each one of us, created this Reality how it currently exist!

I realized that I am responsible for this abuse and unnecessary suffering of sickness, diseases also starvation, war and poverty here on earth by participating, accepting and allowing the various forms of Limitations/Illusion/Deceptions of Life. I started to change myself in every single point what I see and realize what I have accepted and allowed within me thus within this world or inversely. I apply Self-Forgiveness for this because there is no forgiveness for our outrages, sins, abuse or howsoever you wanna call it but (t)here is Self-Forgiveness for what one has accepted and allowed to exist because this exist as patterns within ourselves and if the patterns are visible or not, they exist nevertheless and this patterns we transmit to our children through the DNA and through our teachings what we give to them and the children give it to their children and so on and so on – always the same fucking story – this we call evolution. It isn´t Evolotion – rather it is transfering of patterns and pre-programming of life.

The only way to break through this old patterns of abuse is to give up the lazyness and beLIEve that one can´t bring forth a change – Standing up and breathe  in the moment where permission is given to any form of abuse and taking Self-Responsibility and applying Self-Forgiveness to get life back as who we really are as the inherent Nature of Life as EQUAL as One and being a living corrective Statement as What is best for all. What is best for all is equal what is best for oneself.

Thank you

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Jesus was against LOA

Law of Attraction, short LOA was never questionsed - what is really going on behind the scence? What is LOA in fact and whats are the consequences by using LOA?

The Answer is Fear – because of fearing something negative can happen one desire or use the LOA ot attract some positve experiences – what ever that is, means whichever definitions one gave to something – shall come into their life.

Through the fear of something negative can happen, one already creates this kind of fear within himself – so by using the Law of Attraction you manifest most the opposite in your life – perhaps it takes time – but for sure earlier or sooner you will experience it – thats our manifested consequence of our conduct/behavior.

Jesus said love they neighbor as theyself – by using LOA one do not love its neighbor in fact equally as yourself – what you do is just to fill their own pockets with money - want to live a Life in wealth and all those things are based on a self-interested way thus no sight for what is best for – no sight for taking care on all being equally.

What Jesus meant by that is Stand as the Principle of Oneness & Equalilty and practice what is best for all here within your physical existence – nothing more nothing less. Because ask yourself – Who suffer needlessly? Our physical Reality through the non-understanding and ignorence to/of Life from all human being. 

One point what was never taken in consideration is and thats simple common sense 1+1 – there exist no negative nor positve in the physical existence – the polarity of positve and negative happen only in the mind which is apparently not real. The participation in the mind as thoughts, feelings, emotions, imaginations, ideas, beLIEves is a Deception/Illsuion of who you really are and through that we created, accepted and allowed all this suffer.

As long as you pariticipate in them you are fallen in a trap where you have given up life as a self-directive-principle because the the thoughts direct/manipulated/enslaved you through saying you what you have to do, how you have to be …. so called you are possessed by a demon.

Using the LOA is because of the feeling of “I am not satisfied, complete or fulfilled” therefore one desire/want something in the outside and not realizing that life is here within the physical existence/body complete and fulfilled – A Desire create just a separation of oneself – a separation of your standing within your physical body as one and equal.

For Instance desiring money –  using the LOA for money. Many people here on earth starve or live in poverty. By using LOA you just attract money to yourself and not seeing the whole picture that in other regions the money will disapear – because through your wish to the universe they do not produce for that more money. Therefore all people on this earth is Responsible for all the Poverty and Starvation because all holding on this abusive Money-System what currently exist.

To take care on Life there is just one way – give up your deceptive beLIEVe and stand up – take Self-Responsibility for Life and practice here physically in realtime the real Jesus Message as the Principle of Oneness & Equality as what is best for all as Love thy neighbar as thyself. 

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facing myself–reacting in fear and anger in a shop

Few days ago I was buying food in a shop near to my home, I went my round in the shop and took everything what I needed/wanted in my shopping cart – as I stand on the exit to pay my products I wasn´t sure if I had everything and I was thinking about – at this moment a feeling of fear overcomes me and I had also a feeling of loosing myself.– I saw people are looking to me – I breathed – and the feeling was gone.

I remember me about my drug-time in the past – sometimes I walked in a shop on ecstacy or hemp and I enjoyed shopping – the expression of all the colors – but when I stood on the checkout counter I got most of the time a nervous feeling up to fear. Because now you have to stand you can´t move far – you can´t run away – next to you is a person who look to you – should you look back – my eyes a big – what do he/she think about me.

Today I experienced anger in another shop because 3 month ago I brought a device back what I bought few days before – it was defect. It is unaccaptable from a company to let wait the costumer so long for a new device – they have just to exchange it – but for the emotional reaction in anger I am self-responsible. Of course – this company seems like they work on a communistic state where people have to wait years to get some new stuff like at the east of germany 20 years ago. I did the same – I breathed through and stand and told the sales person in a stable way that she should call this company about this – the seller told me that this is normal from this company.

If you take a look you see that this company collaborated in the same way as we do it within our money-system – many people starve because we do not care about each other when you got already or you know there is no money to catch. When you have money the people kneel down in front of you.

So back to the points where I react in anger and in fear has nothing to do with Reality itself – it´s only happens in the mind-consciousness-System as thought probably conected to an emotion like fear and anger but we give our thoughts an so immense value that we forget complete the different of illusion/deception and Reality.   

What do change within your Reality when you react in anger or fear?

Nothing, except that the more you participate in the mind as any kind of judgement the more manifested consequences as phsical indications you have to reckon and also the far you walk away from life – from Reality. Indeed the anger is not against something or someone in the outside Reality – no, it is against you because you bear it in your inner world – in your little personal bubble – which stands in separation to Life. 

Anger is the outplay of wanting to take control over the situation – like a power-play – I have the right and you are my slave, anger seems as stron and powerful but indeed – I am the slave of myself through participating in anger and believing that anger really exist and give thus my power as life as who I am away into the mind-system.  If One will be on a stand of superiority another must stand on inferiority – this is an absulate abuse and thus unaccaptable.

Fear you can explain as the point of inferiortiy – feeling powerless, I make me small. Within Fear there exist the point of insecure and a lack of self-Trust. Fear of anything is useless in any why what so ever – whereas anger you can use to stop yourself and push yourself through your own participation of anger.

I realized that I am in fact the power of life equal as one as breath here within the physical body but in participating in both of them I am in fact not here aware within my physical body as breath. You can only be full trustworthy when you are here within/as your physical body - equal as one - because then you stand as a self-directive principle – if you get directed/controlled and manipulated through the mind/thoughts feelings and emotions it will never be sure how you re-act in various situations. 

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Demon-Possession created Bloodbath in Norway

Yesterday afternoon a Bomb exploded in Norway/Oslo´s government district. The Bomb was placed into a car – Eyewitnesses enriches that the streets looks horrible – everywhere are glas splinter, dead people and blood as far as the eye can see.
On the same day on another place in Norway near Oslo, on the Island Utøya has a man shot at the Visitors of a social-democratic youth-camp. In both cases there are overall about 80 deaths.
The 32-years old arrested suspects is a owner from a farm with more than 100 employed – he self wrote a statement within the Internet that he is a nationalist and opponent for a Multi-Culti society.
In our current time are this no rare scenarios – human beings become more and more fucked up and running amok because of their not fulfilled selfish desires.
The Mind-Demon has caught those complete – they have suppressed life itself on an extreme extent. They are lost in space.
This only happens because human beings do not understand what it means to be a living human being – to be life. They missed the point of life as One and Equal because they spend the most time in their Mind – participating in thoughts, feelings and emotions – judgements, desires, believes - and do not realizing that by attending in the mind-system you are not here aware within and as the physical existence.
The entire outflow of the Mind as thoughts feeling and emotions, believe, desire and judgements …. are not existent in Real here.
So be sure that you realize and understand what life is and how life works because otherwise possibly you are the next Mind-Demon-possessed being –
Possibly you are it already?
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This mess exist because of all the ignorance and misunderstandings of each and every single human being. Take Care of Life – everything else is unacceptable.
Take Care means – KNOW THY SELF.
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Time & Space as Separation of Life

What is Time?

Time as we know it is based on Past, Present and Future. Indeed we live past and future but missing through walking our daily life the point of being present – being here as the moment of life. As long as we participate within the mind-consciousness-system as thoughts, feelings and emotions we are not fully aware of what it means to be here within and as the physical body – breath by breath.

All what happens in the mind is the outflow of the stored experiences from the past. For Instance you had experienced fear of death then you have to understand that this is possibly a pre-programmed construct from your parents, grandparents, great-grand-parents, or who knows how many generations back.

You got this design/pattern handed through the DNS-Construct from both of your parents through the act of sex – when the seed from your father and the egg from your mother has merged within your mothers womb you are already exist as a pre-programmed design as thoughts/feelings/emotions of how and what you will be. After the birth it is your self-responsibility in which patterns within your mind you participate and believe in them. Further this will create your future.

So your future do already exist within your mind-consciousness-system – created through past experiences.
Where is the present/moment?

You believe that you experience the presents/moment/the here but what you experience is the past. If you were aware of every single moment with the Realization – what is simple Common Sense – that everything what goes on in the Mind has nothing to do with Reality itself. The Mind-Consciousness-System which exist as Thoughts, Feelings, Emotions, Memories, Pictures, Energies, Frequencies, Vibrations, … is thus the ultimate trap where each and every single human being is fallen in. It is an Deception/Illusion/Separation of Life – it separates Time through past, present and future because you do not experience it as One and Equal. As long as you participate in the Mind you will be directed, controlled, enslaved and manipulated through it and have lost Life as Moment as One & Equal as a Self-Directive-Principle here within and as the physical existence breath by breath.

Space is related to Time. You know for sure the sentence “I need my free space” or in a Relationship “I need distance from you” or “You have to separate the Job from your leisure” or what I have heard many times from my parents when my mother make my father aware that he shall not work with his nice clothes. All those statements are here for creating a separate space/room for any kind of situations instead of Realizing that there is only One Space like One Earth, One Universe, One Life as Equal. Within this Statements/BeLIEves/Thoughts you separate yourself from life – it separates you from who you are.

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Self-Intimacy and Sex

If you have any desire to sex you just believe that you are not complete and fulfilled here therefore you desire/want something from the outside – this believe separate you from life as who you are – each believe is a separation of Life but especially desires, wishes and wants are based on a point where you believe you can find yourself in the outside and with fulfilling this wishes you follow just a self-interested way where you will never see and realize life itself as who you really are.

Searching Life in the outside will defenitly bring no end because as long as you believe that you have found something more of yourself in the outside you created more patterns/layers within the mind-consciousness-system thus a separation of yourself here within and as the physical.

Indeed you are what you see/feel. All that is what you have created, accepted and allowed within you thus in the outside – in this Reality. The outside/Reality is the projection of your inner world – equal as one.
For Intimacy you do not need a partner/relationship because if you touch a person you are that what you feel – so Intimacy do not really exist but Self-Intimacy. Everything what you touch is you because ask yourself – Who feel it? Obviously you. The caress are within you.

Therefore if you aware of your physical existence without any thoughts/judgments – in full acceptance of your physical expression - you are self-intimate with you as life.
So if you have sex be sure that there exist no thoughts/desire about it – feel yourself – your physical expression here in every moment by every breath.

If there any thoughts/desire/emotions/feeling which came up during the act apply Self-Forgiveness for what you have accepted and allowed in separation of yourself because realize that everything whats going on in the mind is the separation/manipulation/enslavement of yourself – through participating in the mind you give your life as the self-directive principle away and you will be directed/enslaved/manipulated through you accepted and allowed thoughts/feelings/emotions.

Your physical existence/expression is complete and fulfilled here only you by participating in the mind-system as thoughts/desire/judgements you create the believe that you are not complete, satisfied and fulfilled as who you are here within and as your physical body.

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