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Too much Sleeping is an Escape from Reality

Nervous while speaking to group is a lack of Self-Trust

Yesterday I started participating in a Course from the worker-service to train myself for finding a job. The worker-service in Austria put all people who registered by them into course to support them for finding a job – in my case this course isn´t really necessary because I am already a Self-Employed Massage Practitioner but I am only registered as “smallest company” so therefore I am still in the worker-service and thus I am bound to participate in it. In one point I see it very practical because of the support of how to work together effectively in a group and also facing some pre-programmed patterns what I have accepted and allowed within me.

And here it starts – yesterday it was the first day and we started with a representation of ourselves on the flip-chart. First we got a letter where we wrote all about what we want to say about ourselves like Name, Address, past jobs, Educations, Hobbies, Future perspectives …..
First as I heard about it I got a tiny feeling in my stomach-area. I observed it as connection to nervousness and I tried to breath through it I made it clear for myself that there is no reason to experience nervousness after that I felt stable and I walked out to the flip-chart to present myself.

But when I stood in front of this group the nervousness started again and became stronger and stronger. My voice started to be faster and faster and my eyes winked faster and faster. I tried to breathe and in the same time to talk – but this doesn´t work. I realized that I had should stop talking, the group asked to excuse my break and breathing and then starting from new with talking.  When I crossed the point of talking about my participation at Desteni & our stand to the world-problems & Equal Money and what we do to change it I felt like the energy of nervousness is now running out and I became more comfortable. I never experienced it so intensive although it was not the first group I spoke in front.

This situation showed me an accumulation of patterns, I mean in the first time I experienced while speaking in front of a group not so much nervousness, in the next time a bit more and so on and so forth. The patterns got bigger and bigger and I never made a real change – only a time loop was running within me which I have allowed to manipulate me.

After my presentation we had a small discussion about that what I said and the group-leaders agreed that about this shit what we have created and that all should ask oneself the question on which costs one live his freedom. The Group-Leaders said also that we live now in a time where some jobs will disappear and that we should carefully which jobs we choose.

I see the point of some jobs will disappear in that way that we now have more machines which make our job and therefore the unemployment-rate increase. But what we all have missed is that this will not bring forth a real change because abuse will still exist as long we do not take Self-Responsibility for what we have created, accepted and allowed.

So after all had done there representation we created little groups where we discussed the group-rules or rather which rules we see as necessary to work together in & as a group. In the small group I was I took the responsibility to talk again to all to see what happens within me.  This was then the second talk in front of a group and here I felt quite cool to talk to all and to explain the points I/we as small group have decided as group-rules.

All in all I realized that to be nervous either to speak in front of group or in other Situations is totally useless – it is for nothing and further it is a lack of Self-Trust. Nervousness itself do not really exist and how I explained it above it is just a energetic-pattern within me which I have created in the past. And as long as I participate in Nervousness and I do not stand up in that moment where the patterns comes up the pattern will still exist and will timeloop me and thus I give my Life as a Self-Directive-Principle away and allow emotions,feelings or thoughts manipulate and enslave me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that nervousness do really exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in nervousness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience nervousness while speaking in front of a group.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to stand up within me in that moment where nervousness arise.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what others would think about me when I stand in front of a group and talk to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear a group conversation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be manipulated and enslaved through past patterns like nervousness while talking in front of a group.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experiencing doubt while talking in front a group of people.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that people will think about me when I talk in front of a group.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect nervousness & fear with talking in front of a group.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define talking in front of a group within fear & nervousness.

Till here no further – I will no longer allow myself to participate in a pattern of nervousness because I realize that it is useless and further a not real expression of the physical existence.

Till here no further – I will no longer allow myself to experience fear in connection what people think about me when I talk in front of a group.

Till here no further – I will no longer allow myself to be manipulated and influence by the mind as an emotional reaction of nervousness & fear while talking in front of a group.

I allow myself to let go this patterns of nervousness & fear in connection to talking in front of a group.

I allow myself to trust myself in any way whatsoever.

I allow myself to feel comfortable and complete while talking in front of a group.

I allow myself to be here within & as my physical body as the breath of Life in each and every single moment.

 

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Everyone wants to go to heaven but non of them wants to die

A phrase what Peter Tosh, a reggae artist use in one of his songs. And definitely there is something true about it. Death is something what people don´t like to talk about it. Fear is in many cases connected to Death but why? Do they fear the hell? Are humanity so brainwashed by the stories of the bible? Or are they unsure if they come to heaven or hell?

Hell do already exist here on earth. You have just to read the newspapers or scanning through the internet or looking in oneself and one will see the extensive abuse what we all have created, accepted and allowed here on earth. Everything what exist on earth exist in each human because all the systems, all the abuse was created from human itself. The World-Situation is the outflow/projection/reflection of humans inner world. The Human is the System.

So when one die and if there would be exist a thing like heaven or hell you will nothing face others then what one has accepted and allowed. And that would be exactly the same like what exist already here on earth. As above so bellow. The world is the image and likeness of humanity. War, Poverty, Starvation, Child-Prostitution, cheating each others, dishonesty, rape & violation, competition, judgements ….. and if there would be a god – he is a real fucker, cheater and abuser because according to the bible “humanity is the image & likeness of God”.

But those with common sense will realise that there exist no real god because of realizing that first babies do not come from god but from mother & father and second that all what exist here on earth exist because human beings exist in way that we exist therefore humanity is responsible for what exist here. To beLIEf in God is just an excuse for not wanting to take self-responsibility.

And a fascinating point is that all with what human being have to do here on earth is based on money. Food, Housing, Holidays, Art, Entertainment, Internet, Love, Hate, Health, …. So the money-system is a creation of humanity and one can see how it works – really shitty. Thats the image & likeness of humanity.

And now back to the point way noone wants to die because they fear that they will loose what they have elaborated. All their money what they have spent into the house, garden, luxury & identity – the definitions what one has imposed to himself.

When one die the house will remain, the garden will remain,  the luxury will remain but the identity will be definitely disappear. The body will go back to earth from where it comes from.

So, now the question is “Who are you?”

Are you your thoughts, feelings, emotions, the idea about yourself or are you your physical body? The mind in his totality is a system within one´s physical body which is obviously based on a Deception/Illusion. One can proof this in every moment that thoughts, feelings & emotions are subjective which means that they are not seen from everyone equally thus it isn´t real like the human physical body or a tree, flowers, computer ….. which can be seen by everyone equally.

In that way one will realize that the most time in our life we participate in this mind/fairy tale and believe in them because humanity beLIEve that the mind is what we are. How one can see is that if one participate and believe in the mind as himself – one has defined himself as an illusion and therefore simple common sense - those do not really exist. You are an Illusion.

How to stop this bullshit & get life back as who we really are? It is the physical that matters.

Stand up & take in full application Self-Responsibility and do no longer allow abuse in any way whatsoever - Stop yourself, Stop the participation & the beLIEf in & as the mind and be here within & as the physical body. Feel how you sit, how you touch the keyboard when you write a letter and be aware of your breath, of the breath of Life. By experiencing thoughts and/or emotional reaction apply Self-Forgiveness for what you have accepted and allowed to exist and direct yourself as self to what is best for all. Simple COMMON SENSE 1+1

Through the Desteni I Process I have realized how to be effective in stopping my self-created, accepted and allowed illusion & abuse and being here as Life within and as the physical body as a self-directive-principle which become step by step, breath by breath, moment by moment the Life back as who I really am – From Self-Destruction to Self-Support – from Abuse to Dignity – From Self-Interests which feeds only my ego to What is best for all.

Lets create real Heaven on Earth and noone have to die to reach heaven.

Join the Desteni I Process and make an real change within yourself into the Life-Principles of Oneness & Equality  http://desteniiprocess.com

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Living with Animals destroying Consumerism & everything what you have defined as yours.

Since last year in November I got 2 doggies and now 1 month ago 2 kitties I am busy with doing what is necessary to be done for the doggies & kitties that they have a comfortable & worthy place to live. Each day giving them food & water to a regular time – looking for their health and of course playing with them. 

Since my birth I can remember that my parents had always dogs & cats but the last 5 years my parents believed that they are too old for this and they have also the desire for a more calm life in their last years. So to speak they want not take responsibility for their environment but In fact each human being is Self-Responsible for their life and their environment thus this world and if one do not want take Self-Responsibility for it - those one give a fuck of what happens in this world which they are part of it though. It is definitely a statement of selfish/ego.

Also the statement of “I want/wish/desire a calm life” is nothing more than a outflow of ego because either you change yourself that your inner world is calm & comfortable or not. It is depended on oneself – it is the responsibility of oneself. If one blame others for their non-calm & uncomfortable life is definitely not Realizing what life is and how we have created life thus a lack of Responsibility.

So back to the origin of my story – in the first 2 month the doggies was quite cool – they had not the power to destroy much except pillows & blankets but when the spring was coming they lived up. My mother is a flower & cactus freak and had designed our plot of land with floral-stripes – it separates the home-driveway to the green-area which took her ca 10 years to prepare it. The former dogs got more limitations from my parents – but now balu & babu are under my custody.

Through my realization of how limited we are as humans & also how we have limited ourselves through our definitions, believes, emotions, thoughts ….. I work with and correct myself in various points where I see my accepted and allowed limitation/abuse of life – therefore I started handling situations differently.

In the beginning balu & baboo showed me alot of my limitations for instance my re-actions of anger when they have destroyed my blankets or bedcover or when they have bitten on furnitures. Overall we have now the 4 bedcover in 1 year. And a pillow we have stopped to use.

The floral-stripes from my mother looks like after a bomb attack. In Fact it isn´t a problem but for those who have defined oneself, like my mother, with the work what she had done to create this floral-stripes with all this different flowers - those people will have a problem. In that way we can see how limited we are or rather how we create limitation and thus a separation of life through definitions.

Through the realization that Life itself is an expression as & within the moment one will see that not the dogs are the problem but the belief of one´s own self-imposed definitions.

Another Limitation which dogs possibly will bring up is the beLIEve on a so called Sunday-Clothes or Fancy-Clothes. Animals express themselves to everything equally – they do not separate things like work-clothes and fancy-clothes. My doggies jump on everyone who is visiting us, it dosn´t matter which cothes they wear or if they have earthy paw or not – my parents for instance become angry if the dogs jump on their. In that way when patterns like anger came up one have the response-ability to change himself through Self-Forgiveness & thus delete/correct this limitation/separation of Life.

Calling oneself a “Pet-Owner” is also deception/limitation because you can´t be a owner of something – you can only beLIEve that you are an Owner which will direct yourself away from life itself. By living together with animals one will face possibly many patterns like this and on that way one can see how far we have separated ourselves from the nature of Life of Equality. We all live together as One – like One Universe – One Earth – One Life. The main-point what we as human-beings have been missed is to live Equal and with missing the inherent Nature of Life as Equality we have created abuse as far as the eye can see.

And Consumerism is one of the extensive abuse what we have accepted and allowed to exist. It distract ourselves from that what is really here. It is a distraction from seeing life as it really is – fear we hide through distraction – everything what we do not like to see we try to hide through distraction – through consumerism. Everything what we try to hide is suppression.

So dogs or in common pets/animals will give one no longer this much time to hide one´s accepted life through participating in consumerism because doggies needs your attention and further they destroy things what you have bought during your Consum-fever. The support from animals is very extensive and if one isn´t ready to support them in a way what is best for all and let oneself support from animals or have animals as an reason like “my toy” or as a “working-animal” they are simply animal-abuser because of not taking Self-Responsibility & taking real care of life and let them express in their innocent way. 

The expression of animals isn´t based on right & wrong or good and bad – the same like by children. This bullshit/deception/illusion of good & bad or right & wrong became one taught by their parents and this children taught it their children and so on and so forth without questioning this kind of Education. If one had done this – the world wouldn´t be a place like what we have now.

Real Education is based on unconditional Support and not to force others with one´s own beLIEves.

Support an Equal Money System – a System which supports all life equally – humans, animals & nature as One in a way what is best for all. EqualMoney will change all Systems what we have created, accepted and allowed to exist because all Systems are based on Money and allow abuse – if you have money you will get educated – if you have money you will get food – if you have money no need to live on the street – if all have money which supports all equally in a way what is best for all there will be no longer unnecessary suffering & abuse in this world.

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We, a group of people called Desteni are already educating ourselves in the principle of Oneness & Equality as what is best for all because we realized that we are Self-Responsible for this World-Situation and that we are the change for a better world.

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Only the EGO fights against Life

Few days ago I brought home 2 kitties and it allows me to face some unacceptable points within me where I have some re-active outflows of who to handle situations where dogs are not gentle to cats.

It began with my parents the some stuff like last year with the dogs. They said no to the cats and I said yes, so they became angry – In the beginning I felt quite comfortable because I saw from my perspective nothing unworthy - quite the reverse - I saw it as support for me and the dogs and also for the cats. And I saw also that my parents have no longer power over me and my actions – I believed so. I allow myself no longer to participate in the same belief like my parents as owner of a plot of land or something like that – they threatened to expel me from the house but I tried to see what happens – so I did it. This has nothing to do with revolution – from my perspective I acted in common sense to train and educate me, the cats and dogs and also my parents with brining together and living together as different races/life-expressions as equal & one.

My parents said always they want live comfortable in their last years before death and not being in anxiety with the animals & their house/environment – that is definitely a point of not understanding of life and not wanting to take Self-Responsibility for their own creations & acceptances because anxiety is that what humanity has learned as normal but in fact it isn´t real – it happens only in our Mind-Fantasy-World and thus not standing equal as one as life itself.

And by repeating again and again the same stuff I fall and let me manipulate & influence from my parents and became angry. Then the same day and the next day my brothers was visiting us. They also attacked me or rather I experienced it as attack and I reacted again in anger & tried to justify me which is also an simple outflow of ego because I see that justifications happens then when one want have compulsively right -  they meant also I have to respect the wish from our parents where I said no, I do no longer allow this kind of wishes – either it is for the best of all with a will of self-correction or fuck up – Self-Interests like wishes, desires or statements “that is my own” is obvious abuse and have created this world as the current state – a real nightmare and an unliveable place for any kind of beings.

Until now through participating again and again in the mind and accumulating my ego with anger & justifications I missed many breathes means I missed many moments of life and then it follows the bringing together of kitties & doggies. My doggies are now 1 year old and they didn´t know cats before – possibly seeing them in distance. Now we live all five in one room or rather on one place. In the beginning the doggies jumped very excited and upset to the kitties where I experienced irritation and uncertainty because of thinking & believing that this excited contact of both is to much for the kitties.

I tried to be gentle and respectful to the dogs but in some cases I fall into irritation and anger again – so called I possessed myself with anger and after 3 days participating always in the same fucking story I sat in the kitchen and realized how I have changed – how far I have separated myself from me, from Life itself, how manipulated and enslaved I become from the mind as anger which I have accepted and allowed during my participation in it.

I thought I can protect the kitties by reacting in anger to the doggies instead of realizing that everything learn from the environment which means that if I react in anger I give anger the permission to exist thus the doggies see it also as normal and will possibly also re-act in anger or so or I frighten them which is also an unacceptable way because it is based on manipulation. As long I try to manipulate something I do not stand equal as one as life and support everything in a way what is best for all because in the background or rather sub-conscious mind is a desire pattern – a desire for a other situation.

Each Desire is so called a future-projection which let one not stand here within & as the moment of life and further it happens in the mind thus it separate one from Life itself. That´s the reason why humanity do not realize what life is. During this days I saw and realized that only the Ego is ready to fight against life as one & equals and how important it is to change & correct the ego to bring forth a real stand as Life. Ego itself exist only as thoughts, believes, emotions, feelings, ideas and inner pictures as & within the mind but not in this Reality therefore we can say it do not exist. Through the believe of an I-Consciousness ones get drive, influenced, manipulated and enslaved through this thoughts which means further that one isn´t the Self-Directive-Principle as Life.

Also what I see is that re-acting as an EGO is most of the time blaming others and not standing in Self-Responsibility. The point is that we are in all-ways Self-Responsible for what we see, feel, hear, taste & smell because simple Common Sense 1+1 “who feel, hear, see, smell and taste it” therefore is blaming others a deception/illusion as an outflow of & as the mind. Through Self-Forgiveness and applying Self-Corrective Statements we are able to delete & correct ourselves and the patterns what we have accepted and allowed to exist within ourselves thus within this world. 

I saw also that by applying Self-Forgiveness and not lived the Self-Corrective Statements – Self-Forgiveness is useless. Both are necessary to bring forth a real change. Lets get this done until no ego & self-interests exist and Universal-Equality is fully lived.

Thanks

 

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facing myself - Discussion with my brother about Education

Yesterday I had a talk with my brother about education and being a parent and the situation becomes slowly unruly.
The whole discussion was based on being loud in expression lol - but not on blaming each other nor angry - just loud and fast.
After the discussion my experience was a "feeling of more free" - more free from some pent up & suppressed stuff within me.

From my starting point I talked about this to support him and me - to see where I stand and to
let him know that nobody is special in their education and that everybody handle education how oneself become
eductated only with different pictures but with the same reaction and similar believes about right and wrong.

Then in one moment he tried to attack me verbally about my past experience and that I say one time so and one time so.
Specialy he told about where I said I will no longer use the money from the government - this was
in my spiritual/new age time  where I stoped then for 1,5 years to use this money.

In this time I experienced for only 1 month to have less then 3 € per week for 3 people - I was glad that it was summer
so we had some fruits and corn to eat and with the money we buyed flour.
From that on I started use the money from the government again because I would never experience how it is to be poor.

When my borther spoke about this I experienced some patterns of unsecure & inferiore within me also a point of
fear - that I am not trust worthy enough.
I see & realize my unstable point of taking still something personally what other say/believe about me and that I want/wish to be
trustworthy - so to speak I want to be a good person in some cases.

I see the point of trust and/or trustworthy is and shall not be for others but for me as I stand. Do I trust myself in every moment and
are my words what I speak, spoken in self-honesty thus trusworthy. Am I the words what I speak or are they nothing but smoke and mirrors.
To want/wish/desire to be trustworthy is just seperating me from the actual deed of self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel verbally attacked by others instead of realizing that verbally attack exist only when I take it personally and give or still exist within me the words definition as good & bad thus a polare defnition. A polare definition do not really exist in real - it is a happening within the mind as a separation of Life as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take what my borther or orthers beLIEve and say about me personally and place it in a polarity-catergory of good and bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience unsecurity in connection with the thought I am not trustwhorthy enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience fear in connection with the thought that I am not trustworthy enough.

I frogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/wish/desire to being trustworthy enough so that others will accepte and respect me
as who I am instead of realizing that through participating within a want/wish/desire I sperate me from me as life as the actuall deed and living word
as trustworthy and further I have to respect and accept myself as who I really am within & as the physical body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define & charge the words not trustworthy enough with a negative value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spearate me frome the words not trustworthy enough through defining the words with an negative value in separation of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have done something wrong in my past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge past experiences like my spritual-new-age time with an negative value.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate me from my spiritual-new-age time through judging this time/my past and everything what I have told people as my knowledge & realizations from that with an negative value in separation of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself in connection what I have told people within my spriritual-new-age time instead of realizing that everthing what I have seen in this time was & is a support of realizing what is real & whats deception/illusion. I am in process like everyone else to investigate in system and learn from them to can support others and me effectivly to get out of this shit what we have created, acepted and allowed and direct me to the point of standing as Equal as all Life as One.

Support a NEW BORN LIFE with Genetic Diagnostic

We have already the technology and the knowledge about Genetic-Diagnostic which means we can make tests of our genetic structure/code to see if we have pre-programmed conditions to some hereditary diseases. So for instance you have prepared yourself enough to get sure the child can grow up in dignity means you will not enslave your child with your believes and Ideas of good and bad or right and wrongs which is obviously the ultimate trap/illusion/deception of our current existence – just let the child his/her innocent expression and support them in a way as the principle of our inherent nature of Life as Equal as One as what is best for all.

Then before you start to make a willed baby you go with your partner to the doctor and make a genetic diagnosis – it is called “Prefertilisation” – it is a technique where the ovum get examined to see – and in this stage it is only the maternal examination – if there a mutations in the DNA or Chromosomes. Another Examination is called “Preimplantation Genetic Diagnosis” – Within this technique they take the ovum and the sperm and let them merge. After the next few days they split some cells and examine the genetic code/constitution.

Depending on the question there will be different diagnostic procedures. The procentual  accuracy of the genetic diagnosis is circa 90-95% – of course currently humanity do not understand the life in his various form nor how the human physical body works – so therefore we haven´t currently the understanding and the view how we have pre-programmed our life include all physical indications/diseases. Until each one understand himself in his entire existence we have no full guarantee but within the current state of the Genetic-Diagnosis we can sort out some mutations/hereditary diseases which are expressed as various forms of limitations.

Each new born physical life and all existing physical life has an equal right to live a Life with as little as possible of limitations. So therefore I am 1 Vote for a Genetic Diagnoses. Each one must understand that the children are the clones of their parents. It is time to take Self-Responsibility and do everything what is necessary to correct and delete all limitations what we have created, accepted and allowed here on earth.

Evolution is the cloning from stored past experiences into the presence thus the future, through accepted and allowed abuse of life and misunderstandings or rather non-understandings of life itself. Only the pictures are different but the behavior-patterns are the same – transfered from generation to generation.

Life in fact is EQUALTIY – but humanity has never lived the inherent Nature of Life as the Principle of Oneness & Equality. The only thing what we have done here on earth is lived in an illusion and deception within and as our Mind-Consciousness-System where we have enslaved ourselves through the BeLIEves and Ideas of Good and Bad, Right and Wrong instead of Realizing that judgements and different assessments are not real here in our physical Reality and thus it is a separation of what we really are as Life as Equal as One.

It is time to wake up and see what is really Real Here and how we have, each one of us, created this Reality how it currently exist!

I realized that I am responsible for this abuse and unnecessary suffering of sickness, diseases also starvation, war and poverty here on earth by participating, accepting and allowing the various forms of Limitations/Illusion/Deceptions of Life. I started to change myself in every single point what I see and realize what I have accepted and allowed within me thus within this world or inversely. I apply Self-Forgiveness for this because there is no forgiveness for our outrages, sins, abuse or howsoever you wanna call it but (t)here is Self-Forgiveness for what one has accepted and allowed to exist because this exist as patterns within ourselves and if the patterns are visible or not, they exist nevertheless and this patterns we transmit to our children through the DNA and through our teachings what we give to them and the children give it to their children and so on and so on – always the same fucking story – this we call evolution. It isn´t Evolotion – rather it is transfering of patterns and pre-programming of life.

The only way to break through this old patterns of abuse is to give up the lazyness and beLIEve that one can´t bring forth a change – Standing up and breathe  in the moment where permission is given to any form of abuse and taking Self-Responsibility and applying Self-Forgiveness to get life back as who we really are as the inherent Nature of Life as EQUAL as One and being a living corrective Statement as What is best for all. What is best for all is equal what is best for oneself.

Thank you

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Jesus was against LOA

Law of Attraction, short LOA was never questionsed - what is really going on behind the scence? What is LOA in fact and whats are the consequences by using LOA?

The Answer is Fear – because of fearing something negative can happen one desire or use the LOA ot attract some positve experiences – what ever that is, means whichever definitions one gave to something – shall come into their life.

Through the fear of something negative can happen, one already creates this kind of fear within himself – so by using the Law of Attraction you manifest most the opposite in your life – perhaps it takes time – but for sure earlier or sooner you will experience it – thats our manifested consequence of our conduct/behavior.

Jesus said love they neighbor as theyself – by using LOA one do not love its neighbor in fact equally as yourself – what you do is just to fill their own pockets with money - want to live a Life in wealth and all those things are based on a self-interested way thus no sight for what is best for – no sight for taking care on all being equally.

What Jesus meant by that is Stand as the Principle of Oneness & Equalilty and practice what is best for all here within your physical existence – nothing more nothing less. Because ask yourself – Who suffer needlessly? Our physical Reality through the non-understanding and ignorence to/of Life from all human being. 

One point what was never taken in consideration is and thats simple common sense 1+1 – there exist no negative nor positve in the physical existence – the polarity of positve and negative happen only in the mind which is apparently not real. The participation in the mind as thoughts, feelings, emotions, imaginations, ideas, beLIEves is a Deception/Illsuion of who you really are and through that we created, accepted and allowed all this suffer.

As long as you pariticipate in them you are fallen in a trap where you have given up life as a self-directive-principle because the the thoughts direct/manipulated/enslaved you through saying you what you have to do, how you have to be …. so called you are possessed by a demon.

Using the LOA is because of the feeling of “I am not satisfied, complete or fulfilled” therefore one desire/want something in the outside and not realizing that life is here within the physical existence/body complete and fulfilled – A Desire create just a separation of oneself – a separation of your standing within your physical body as one and equal.

For Instance desiring money –  using the LOA for money. Many people here on earth starve or live in poverty. By using LOA you just attract money to yourself and not seeing the whole picture that in other regions the money will disapear – because through your wish to the universe they do not produce for that more money. Therefore all people on this earth is Responsible for all the Poverty and Starvation because all holding on this abusive Money-System what currently exist.

To take care on Life there is just one way – give up your deceptive beLIEVe and stand up – take Self-Responsibility for Life and practice here physically in realtime the real Jesus Message as the Principle of Oneness & Equality as what is best for all as Love thy neighbar as thyself. 

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facing myself–reacting in fear and anger in a shop

Few days ago I was buying food in a shop near to my home, I went my round in the shop and took everything what I needed/wanted in my shopping cart – as I stand on the exit to pay my products I wasn´t sure if I had everything and I was thinking about – at this moment a feeling of fear overcomes me and I had also a feeling of loosing myself.– I saw people are looking to me – I breathed – and the feeling was gone.

I remember me about my drug-time in the past – sometimes I walked in a shop on ecstacy or hemp and I enjoyed shopping – the expression of all the colors – but when I stood on the checkout counter I got most of the time a nervous feeling up to fear. Because now you have to stand you can´t move far – you can´t run away – next to you is a person who look to you – should you look back – my eyes a big – what do he/she think about me.

Today I experienced anger in another shop because 3 month ago I brought a device back what I bought few days before – it was defect. It is unaccaptable from a company to let wait the costumer so long for a new device – they have just to exchange it – but for the emotional reaction in anger I am self-responsible. Of course – this company seems like they work on a communistic state where people have to wait years to get some new stuff like at the east of germany 20 years ago. I did the same – I breathed through and stand and told the sales person in a stable way that she should call this company about this – the seller told me that this is normal from this company.

If you take a look you see that this company collaborated in the same way as we do it within our money-system – many people starve because we do not care about each other when you got already or you know there is no money to catch. When you have money the people kneel down in front of you.

So back to the points where I react in anger and in fear has nothing to do with Reality itself – it´s only happens in the mind-consciousness-System as thought probably conected to an emotion like fear and anger but we give our thoughts an so immense value that we forget complete the different of illusion/deception and Reality.   

What do change within your Reality when you react in anger or fear?

Nothing, except that the more you participate in the mind as any kind of judgement the more manifested consequences as phsical indications you have to reckon and also the far you walk away from life – from Reality. Indeed the anger is not against something or someone in the outside Reality – no, it is against you because you bear it in your inner world – in your little personal bubble – which stands in separation to Life. 

Anger is the outplay of wanting to take control over the situation – like a power-play – I have the right and you are my slave, anger seems as stron and powerful but indeed – I am the slave of myself through participating in anger and believing that anger really exist and give thus my power as life as who I am away into the mind-system.  If One will be on a stand of superiority another must stand on inferiority – this is an absulate abuse and thus unaccaptable.

Fear you can explain as the point of inferiortiy – feeling powerless, I make me small. Within Fear there exist the point of insecure and a lack of self-Trust. Fear of anything is useless in any why what so ever – whereas anger you can use to stop yourself and push yourself through your own participation of anger.

I realized that I am in fact the power of life equal as one as breath here within the physical body but in participating in both of them I am in fact not here aware within my physical body as breath. You can only be full trustworthy when you are here within/as your physical body - equal as one - because then you stand as a self-directive principle – if you get directed/controlled and manipulated through the mind/thoughts feelings and emotions it will never be sure how you re-act in various situations. 

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Demon-Possession created Bloodbath in Norway

Yesterday afternoon a Bomb exploded in Norway/Oslo´s government district. The Bomb was placed into a car – Eyewitnesses enriches that the streets looks horrible – everywhere are glas splinter, dead people and blood as far as the eye can see.
On the same day on another place in Norway near Oslo, on the Island Utøya has a man shot at the Visitors of a social-democratic youth-camp. In both cases there are overall about 80 deaths.
The 32-years old arrested suspects is a owner from a farm with more than 100 employed – he self wrote a statement within the Internet that he is a nationalist and opponent for a Multi-Culti society.
In our current time are this no rare scenarios – human beings become more and more fucked up and running amok because of their not fulfilled selfish desires.
The Mind-Demon has caught those complete – they have suppressed life itself on an extreme extent. They are lost in space.
This only happens because human beings do not understand what it means to be a living human being – to be life. They missed the point of life as One and Equal because they spend the most time in their Mind – participating in thoughts, feelings and emotions – judgements, desires, believes - and do not realizing that by attending in the mind-system you are not here aware within and as the physical existence.
The entire outflow of the Mind as thoughts feeling and emotions, believe, desire and judgements …. are not existent in Real here.
So be sure that you realize and understand what life is and how life works because otherwise possibly you are the next Mind-Demon-possessed being –
Possibly you are it already?
Desteni – a group of people all over the world have done and still make extensive Research about Life in all their multifaceted Expressions because we realize that if we do not understand ourselves we are lost in this mess and abuse what we have already here on earth.
This mess exist because of all the ignorance and misunderstandings of each and every single human being. Take Care of Life – everything else is unacceptable.
Take Care means – KNOW THY SELF.
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Time & Space as Separation of Life

What is Time?

Time as we know it is based on Past, Present and Future. Indeed we live past and future but missing through walking our daily life the point of being present – being here as the moment of life. As long as we participate within the mind-consciousness-system as thoughts, feelings and emotions we are not fully aware of what it means to be here within and as the physical body – breath by breath.

All what happens in the mind is the outflow of the stored experiences from the past. For Instance you had experienced fear of death then you have to understand that this is possibly a pre-programmed construct from your parents, grandparents, great-grand-parents, or who knows how many generations back.

You got this design/pattern handed through the DNS-Construct from both of your parents through the act of sex – when the seed from your father and the egg from your mother has merged within your mothers womb you are already exist as a pre-programmed design as thoughts/feelings/emotions of how and what you will be. After the birth it is your self-responsibility in which patterns within your mind you participate and believe in them. Further this will create your future.

So your future do already exist within your mind-consciousness-system – created through past experiences.
Where is the present/moment?

You believe that you experience the presents/moment/the here but what you experience is the past. If you were aware of every single moment with the Realization – what is simple Common Sense – that everything what goes on in the Mind has nothing to do with Reality itself. The Mind-Consciousness-System which exist as Thoughts, Feelings, Emotions, Memories, Pictures, Energies, Frequencies, Vibrations, … is thus the ultimate trap where each and every single human being is fallen in. It is an Deception/Illusion/Separation of Life – it separates Time through past, present and future because you do not experience it as One and Equal. As long as you participate in the Mind you will be directed, controlled, enslaved and manipulated through it and have lost Life as Moment as One & Equal as a Self-Directive-Principle here within and as the physical existence breath by breath.

Space is related to Time. You know for sure the sentence “I need my free space” or in a Relationship “I need distance from you” or “You have to separate the Job from your leisure” or what I have heard many times from my parents when my mother make my father aware that he shall not work with his nice clothes. All those statements are here for creating a separate space/room for any kind of situations instead of Realizing that there is only One Space like One Earth, One Universe, One Life as Equal. Within this Statements/BeLIEves/Thoughts you separate yourself from life – it separates you from who you are.

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Self-Intimacy and Sex

If you have any desire to sex you just believe that you are not complete and fulfilled here therefore you desire/want something from the outside – this believe separate you from life as who you are – each believe is a separation of Life but especially desires, wishes and wants are based on a point where you believe you can find yourself in the outside and with fulfilling this wishes you follow just a self-interested way where you will never see and realize life itself as who you really are.

Searching Life in the outside will defenitly bring no end because as long as you believe that you have found something more of yourself in the outside you created more patterns/layers within the mind-consciousness-system thus a separation of yourself here within and as the physical.

Indeed you are what you see/feel. All that is what you have created, accepted and allowed within you thus in the outside – in this Reality. The outside/Reality is the projection of your inner world – equal as one.
For Intimacy you do not need a partner/relationship because if you touch a person you are that what you feel – so Intimacy do not really exist but Self-Intimacy. Everything what you touch is you because ask yourself – Who feel it? Obviously you. The caress are within you.

Therefore if you aware of your physical existence without any thoughts/judgments – in full acceptance of your physical expression - you are self-intimate with you as life.
So if you have sex be sure that there exist no thoughts/desire about it – feel yourself – your physical expression here in every moment by every breath.

If there any thoughts/desire/emotions/feeling which came up during the act apply Self-Forgiveness for what you have accepted and allowed in separation of yourself because realize that everything whats going on in the mind is the separation/manipulation/enslavement of yourself – through participating in the mind you give your life as the self-directive principle away and you will be directed/enslaved/manipulated through you accepted and allowed thoughts/feelings/emotions.

Your physical existence/expression is complete and fulfilled here only you by participating in the mind-system as thoughts/desire/judgements you create the believe that you are not complete, satisfied and fulfilled as who you are here within and as your physical body.

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Stopping Sugar-Addiction through the Desteni I Process

I decided now to stop eating any kind of sugar espacilly Candy´s and Cakes for the next 21 days because I realized that first it isn´t necessary to eat sugar and secound I am addicted to sugar, so I have a problem within me – not the sugar is the problem but me and my handling with and believing to sugar. Any form of Addiction is a limitation of myself as Life because of believing that I need this and that I create patterns within me which has nothing to do with Reality itself – an Addiction is Mind-Based and everything whats going on in the mind is obviously not real here.

So to speak its an Deception/Illusion of myself which as long as I believe and participate in that I am enslaved/controlled/manipulated through this patterns thus I am not here as a living self-directive human being – which is unacceptable and further not trustworthy. Within this believe that I need sugar I separate myself from Sugar and from the sweetness of life – because behind I miss something – feeling not complete and satisfied without sugar like I am not sweet enough without sugar and not realizing that I am indeed here equal as one as all Life – only this thought/believe/addiction what I have allowed within me let me not see that I am complete here as Life.

According to scientific sudies has an ecxessive consumption of sugar an extensive effect on the humans physical & psychic well-being.

Effects of too much sugar is for example unexplained tiredness, lethargy, gastro-intenstinal problems, depression, nervousness, concentration disorders up to mental disorder, skin-deseases, menstrual problems, ….

On a normal extent is sugar responsible for building the cell-sturcture and for the creation of Insulin. Insulin creates the Amino Acid Tryptophan which is responsible for the creation of the Neurotransmitter Serotonin. Its an happy hormon which give you a relexed feeling. From the Ayurvedic Perspective is the human physical body – the flesh made by sugar.

A Normal Extent of sugar is given by eating grains or fruits – thats enough for the human physical body and thus its not necessary eating refined sugar.

I experienced some points of the effect of too much sugar within me like lethargy, gastro-intestinal problems and skin-desease in form of excema at the head-region.

One point more is to understand – that nothing at this points neiter the sugar-effects nor the sugar or my experiences with it is good or bad – its only a consequence of my/the human beings handling/behavior. I already judged the sugar and connected him with/to Desire/Need and this made me to a slave of my self-created, accepted and allowed beLIEves. Now I realize this and now I am willed to stop myself – to stop my addiction to sugar.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to be addicted to sugar/candys/cakes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to beLIEve that I need sugar in form cakes and candys.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to participate in the thought that I need sugar.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to be manipulated/enslaved through the mind/believe that i need sugar instead of realizing that this believe is a deception and separation of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire sugar/candys/cakes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to connect sugar to an emotional experience of desire/need.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to separate myself form sugar through defining sugar with an emotional experience of desire/need.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed to say I love sugar.

I forgive myself that i have accepted & allowed myself to give my power of life away by participating in the mind – in the believe that I am addicted to sugar.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to define sugar with an positve value thus I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate me from myself through defining sugar with an positve value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to believe that I am not complete, satisfied, fulfilled.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to search for myself in the outside instead of realizing that I am here wihtin and as the physical body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that lethargy really exist instead of realizing that this is just a chemical/energetic reaction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to judge lethargy as negative.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to charge lethargy with a negative value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to define/connect lethargy with/to a negative value.

I forgive myself that i have allowed myself to separate myself from the word lethargy through defining the word lethargy with an negative value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself that sugar has an outflow of skin-desease in form of excema.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself that sugar has an outflow of lethargy and tiredness.

I forgive myself that i have accepted & allowed myself that sugar created within me gastro-intestinal problems.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to abuse my physical body through eating to much sugar which my physical body has problems to handle it.

I realize that sugar/candys/cakes isn´t necessary to eat and further it brings physical indication.

I realize that desire is a separation of myself as who I am as life.

I do no longer allow myself to participate again in the believe that I need/desire sugar/candys/cakes.

I do no longer allow myself to be enslaved/manipulated through the believe of I need/desire sugar/candys/cakes.

I do no longer allow myself to believe that I am not complete/satisfied/fulfilled.

I allow myself to give up the addication/desire of sugar/candys/cakes completely.

I allow myself to be the self-directive principle of life and see myself as complete and fulfilled here as Life.

I allow myself to stand equal as one as Life here within and as the physical body complete, fulfilled and satisfied without sugar/candys/cakes.

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'Oneness & Equality'

everything what you touch is you - everything what you see is you - everything what you hear is you - everything what you feel is you - everything what you experience is you

this is what you are - this is what you have created - accepted -allowed

and if you now take a look within this self-realization around the world - you will see that you as the expression of life as one is definetly out of controll and inhuman - a real nightmare so to speak

who allowed this whole disaster where abuse stands on the item of the agenda?

each and every single human being - thus each and every single human being is responsible for this creation

we went so far from life that we currently are complete missing the point of the "who i am"

who are you - where are you - what is life

stop yourself - stop your mind - thoughts - feelings - emotions - stand up as life and leave behind the self-created, accepted & allowed enslavement through the mind

then you will see the simplicity of Life as One & Equal with everything what exist - no matter what so ever

Join us on the Desteni I Process to learn and understand the practical tools of "How to Stop the Mind and getting real here within & as the Physical Body and creating a dignified Life for all" through taking

Self-Responsibility for the whole Creation
living Self-Honesty
applying Self-Forgiveness for all what you have accepted & allowed
walking breath by breath - moment by moment
practice Common Sense - what is best for all

Don´t wait - the Creation has urgent needed to bring forth Dignity

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Facing Lazyness & Oversleep

The last days I fall into a pattern which have to do with oversleep. I didn´t want to stand up in the morning time - I woke up, went to the toilet and back to bed. 2 hours later I woke up again mostly I had some dreams in this time but when I wanted to stand up I felt still sleepy. As I went out I would describe the feelings as heavy & dizzy - my view was blurred. Whats the reason why I didn´t want to stand up and why did I feel still sleepy? Why this lazy feeling?

Its about not wanting to face the Reality - a Reality what each one has self-created, accepted & allowed with our Mind-System. Self-created because each and every single human see it through his own eyes which means you see what you have inside yourself - inside your mind - nothing more nothing less the same with feeling or hearing .... - so to speak everything what I hear, feel, smell, taste and see that is me as one.

Many time I used the excuse that it is so nice, comfortable & cosy in the bed but thats just an excuse - the question is why can´t I feel myself comfortable when I am awake? It is about my judgments during the day and so you can observe that every single judgment has a weight what you have to bear and this makes the Reality how you have created it uncomfortable.

As long as we participate within the mind as thoughts/feelings/emotions/pictures we create an illusional and deceptive world wihtin ourselves which separate one from another which means that everything represents the Oneness but within the Mind-System each human see it different and thats the Ploratiy - the separation of ourselves.

The point of feeling lazy, dizzy and heavy after sleeping longer than necessery is - and this had to do with our multidimensional existence within the Mind-Consciousness-System. A dream, what I mostly can remember is obviously a point of Illusion/Deception - it isn´t real but within the Mind as beLIEve it seems real. By a closer oberservation that thoughts/feeling/emotions which is created within the mind are based on energy.

The longer I sleep the more time I have to participate within the so called unconsious mind like dreams .... thus I feed my mind and physical body with energy - energy is obviously not real but it has a consequence within oneself. The fluctuation/indication of the energy within and as the mind and the physical body create this lazyness, heavyness, dizzyness and the blurred view.

Within the energy which exist only in the mind-system and not as life works with different frequencies and this frequencies create how you feel. The blurred view arise because the more energy move in you the more blurred is your view. Life is here stable euqal as one and independent from energy. If you beLIEve you are energy you are always depends/manipulated/influenced through/from energy/mind/thoughts/feelings/emotions - so to speak you are addicted through energy. If you realise that all Life is here equal as one slowly but surley you correct & change yourself into real freedom and self-direction.

So, within this realization I have to go deeper in detail in my experience of oversleep & lazyness. Which points will I not face within my Reality - what patterns/thoughts/feelings/emotions do I still hide within me?
What I see now is that I have often to do with a feeling of irritation within my solarplexus in connection with my parents - especially how they communicate with me or each other. Currently I live by my parents and thus we have daily contact. From my perspective it is the primary point. My parents was a great support in facing my patterns what I have created, accepted and allowed but they was never a real support in standing one & equal what is best for all.

Not my parents are the reason for my irritation - it is me - I am Self-Responsible for what I have accepted & allowed within me - Self-Forgiveness is the Key to change Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to beLIEve that Irritation really exist.
I forgive myself that I have allowed & accepted myself to participate in irritation.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience an emotional reaction of irritation in connection with how my parents communicate with me & each other.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to oversleep because I wanted not face the irritation in connection with the communication with my parents.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to use the excuse that in the bed is so cosy & comfortable instead of realizing/seeing that I want just hide something within me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to exist a unconsios mind within me wihtin this existence.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to connect oversleep with waking up lazy.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define oversleep as waking up lazy.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to connect oversleep with waking up heavy and dizzy.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define oversleep as waking up heavy and dizzy.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge oversleep as negative.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to charge oversleep with an negative value.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate me from myself through judging the word oversleep with a negative value.
I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to realise sleeping indeed loss of awareness.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to loss my awareness through sleeping.
I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to see/realise that the emotional experience of irritation had nothing to do with my parents because the judgement is within me thus I judge me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed & accepted myself to judge me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge my parents kind of communication instead of standing one & equal with them and support them within the principle of oneness & equality what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to charge the communication between me and my parents with an negative value.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge the communication between me and my parents as negative.
I forgive myself that I have acceptated and allowed myself to separate me from myself through judging the communication between me and my parents.
I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to realize that every single judgment within me is against me and thus a separation of myself.
I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to see and realize that positve or negative values do not really exist.
I forgive myself that I have accepted & allowed myself to give myself/my life away because of participating within the mind.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be directed/enslaved/manipulated through the mind.
I forigve myself that I haven´t allwoed myself to be the self-directive principle of me in any why what so ever.
I forgive myself that I have  allowed myself to participate within the mind and not realizing that I am not here within & as my physical body as breath while I am in the mind.
I allow myself this emotional experience of irritation when it comes up agian to use this engery to say stop to myself and breath through this patterns.
I allow myself to stand one and equal with my parents no matter what they do.
I allow myself to stand one & equal when I communicate with my parents.
I allow myself to be the self-directive principle in any way whatsoever.
I realize that  irritation is not real thus it is a waste time to participate within it.
I realize that the participation within the mind especially irritation is the reason of some physical indications which are the manifested consequence of my behaivior.
I realize that this emotional experience is a pattern which I have created in the past.


If I react again in irriation when I communicate with my parents - I STOP I BREATHE - I do no longer allow myself to participate in irritation when I communicate with my parents. I will remember me on this self-forgiveness & on my self-corrective statements that irritation not really exist and that I separate myself from me. As long as I participate within the mind I am not here within & as my physical body as breath.


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The Anti-Hate Campaign

 

We from Desteni have decided to make Blogs or Vlogs about some Messages from the so called “Desteni-Haters” to clear some points what was misunderstood.

First to clear is that we are not against the “Desteni-Haters” or those who are against Desteni – we see it, and all with Common Sense will see it, that to fight against something will bring never a real peace. We practice as the principle of Equal as One “what is best for all” thus we do not accept some selfish mind-bullshit who believes that they are better/greater/smarter than others or push others down because its definitely abuse therefore if we see it isn´t a real support & assistance for the whole earth or one isn´t willed to bring forth a change we ban them because all human beings allowed long enough abuse but we stop this vicious-circle by taking action.

When you feel attacked from a Destonian or from anyone else immediately you see how you give your life as who you are away - you see what you have allowed as energetic patterns within the mind within yourself which direct/manipulate/enslave you as Life and from this point - that is what we practise & support others by showing them through blogging & vlogging about our experiences – you have to correct yourself that you stand stable - no energetic fluctuations - no matter what “Equal as One as all Life what exist”.

How the world currently exist is created through the self-interested opinions from each and every single human being and how it seems we created quite a nightmare – obviously impossible to live in dignity here with everyone thus Self-Correction is announced.

The Desteni Anti-Hate Campaign is created for the support of the Desteni-Haters, for those who believe in the Desteni-Haters and all others. Our way is not to attack somebody and also not to justify our stand. Those with a practical Common Sense see and understand what Desteni do and is. Those with a lack of Common Sense will fight against us or anyone else and is for sure far away from Reality. Sooner or Later everybody will recognize the practicality of Desteni and its not about right or wrong and also not about the word Desteni – its about Honour Life as One as Equal – together as One in Dignity – everything less we do not accept.

So if you see already the practical on Desteni then join us and lets work together as One Principle for a better world. Together we have the power to move Mountains. Lets delete the believe of positive & negative – be an example and lets stand as Life as One as Equal in Dignity.

Thank you

Real Parenting will bring out Prodigies

If you take a look on our current understanding of Life and our current handle of parenting you will notice that the children are never to be how the parents want. The parents believe that they have done their best – many parents start to blame the child´s friends like you have a bad contact or asking if you take drugs? Or they blame themselves like I am a so bad mum/dad. What I see its more often the mother as the father which blame themselves or possibly the father do it more silent as backchat within himself.

Both ways are for nothing thus no practical support - judging others is a point of not wanting to take Self-Responsibility and by judging themselves they making themselves down/inferiority thus a point of a lack of Self-Trust.

Fascinating is that if you ask or observe some parents you will receive mostly this too points because every single child is a product/consequence of their parents – During the DNA each child get all the information from the parents – mother & father as one. Within the moment where the sperm comes out from the penis and collides/merge with the women´s egg all the information/patterns of thoughts/feelings/emotions are within it. Thus all Children which become Parents handle the situations with their children in similar ways just with different pictures except they have realized the un-common sense in their education. So from this point they have never done their best - they have just done what they have seen/learned/become educated/become programed through the DNA without questioning the Common Sense point.

Real Parenting is when the parents start to educate, train & correct first themselves in points where they not stand as a self-directive principle within & as one & equal as Life which means where they have already judgements against others or against themselves.

All emotional Re-Actions are patterns within ones Mind-Consciousness-System which were created in the past who direct/manipulate/enslave ones life now as a recurring time-loop. To correct this time-loop to get back the life as one as equal as the nature of life is to recognize the Situation where you are not the self-directive principle, so to speak where you become directed/manipulated/enslaved from the mind-patterns, with taking Self-Responsibility and saying stop to yourself and standing up within the emotional re-action/experience and applying immediate Self-Forgiveness because of self-recognition the points above.

Its al-ways and in every single Situation about Self-Realization. The point is deleting the ego -which is only a self-created/self-imposed and self-allowed definition of yourself as thoughts/feelings/emotions which is obvious not real - you will find it nowhere in this reality therefore it isn´t real - to become back life as the breath of the physical through change your Life-Style from self-interests to what is best for all – away from the Mind to become a real living human being/individual. From this starting point of standing & self-directing for what is best for all as One & Equal as Life teaching, educating, training & supporting your children it will be for sure prodigies. The children will be stable in Life because there will be no suffer under emotional fluctuations thus it will support the participation & effectiveness in this world immense. They will get a deeper understanding of Life – what it is & how it works. Further in few Generations if all Parents give the wisdom & being a living example of standing & self-directing as One & Equal as Life to their children – the world become a place what is current unimaginable – so called Heaven on Earth.

The DesteniI Process is a Course which supports you exactly in those points. The Desteni I Process is a Lifestyle-Concept & an Income Opportunity up to a Financial Freedom. The Course is created for Great & Small to support, educate, train & assist you in the Principle of Oneness & Equality – what is best for all.

Join us and become a real effective Life and a real assistance & support for your Children because they are the Future. http://desteniiprocess.com

I have to prepare myself for the future !

I realized how I built up some beLIEves within me which directed me as the point of  preparing myself for the future. There is actually no reason to prepare myself for anything because the moment as life is here.

 

The believe of preparing me for something is to expect something which “could” happen to me which is obviously a point of future-projection – so to speak a mind-fuck. All thoughts what you made about the future is definitely creating a phantasy-world/Illusion within oneself. And with preparing for something - I mean how I should react in some situations for instance if somebody say to me “you are a looser” – I prepare myself to react in anger and show him my superiority that I am not a looser thus you have created a pattern within yourself which direct/enslave you in various situations similar.

 

Another example is money – preparing the future through saving money and not realizing that behind this preparation is the hidden fear – fear of being poor, fear of loss, fear of starving …  Within the participation of this patterns you create a timeloop/circle within yourself and your experience which means the reaction in some situations will always be the same just the pictures are different. So by preparing yourself for something in the “future” “what can may possibly” happen to oneself you become enslaved/controlled/manipulated through the mind/thoughts/patterns and thus you loose your life – your self-direction as life.

 

The only Exceptions for preparing yourself is if you use it for our current world-situation to understand all systems  what we have created, accepted and allowed to transform/correct those systems/programs/designs/patterns in yourself and this world who work not for the benefit of all. This is what Desteni do – we prepare yourselves to make a change in this world – a change where everybody will be treated equally.

 

Join us http://desteniiprocess.com – a Course where you get support and assistance in your way from a organic-robot to a Living Human.

Pyramid Schemes are everywhere !

Come on and take a look - all companies are based on a pyramid schemes. Mostly one or more persons are on the top of a company called Boss or President then there follows manager, assistance and finally the laborer.

 

The top are those who make the “big money” with less amount of work than the worker. The Managers & Assistance are the middle class – they are most the theorists or as a money slide. And the laborer are those which create the end product with the greatest amount of work and making scant of money. The money isn´t equitably divided not anywhere.

 

The same Pyramid Scheme works in Religious-Systems for instance Christianity, Buddhism, Hinduism, Islamism, Spiritualism or New Agesm – there is either a beLIEve in a god or a higher power or higher levels or higher energy. Nothing of them is real here but so many people believe in this deception/illusion and loose there life here within this physical reality within their physical bodies.

 

The point within this kind of pyramid schemes are that there is always a higher & a lower position called polarity which means that there is obviously abuse because of not lived as what we are as life – equal as one.

 

Desteni or rather the Desteni I Process gave the pyramid scheme another signification – means a pyramid stay a pyramid but we as a human being have the opportunity & ability to decide how we handle this.

For Instance if you take the examples of buying & selling – The DesteniFarm is the seller of a product called Desteni I Process - all people which participate within Desteni are finally collaborators because we decided to support this world and all life on it as a group as one & equal to create a dignified place here.

 

This Course is a Life coaching where you get trained and educated within the principle of Equality & Oneness – do what is best for all - to become a effective & perfective person in the way of life to support all life equally for a life in Dignity. So I am the buyer & in the same time the seller of this product which give me also an Income-Opportunity to fix my basic needs & more and which supports at the same time the establishing of an equal money system.

 

But I sell it not by asking people – I sell it with showing people how I changed within my life through Blogging & Vlogging about my experience during the Desteni I Process.

 

Another point is that DesteniFarm is although the editor/publisher but nobody is really on the top because there is no Boss or Master thus no Slave because we live/walk as a principle. We work/support/assist each other as Equal as One as Life. To understand is that Self-Interests made this planet to an unacceptable place and we decided to change ourselves & thus the world.

 

The Solution is standing in Self-Honesty as

ONE & EQUAL as LIFE, using Common Sense, taking Self-Responsibility,

and applying Self-Forgiveness for all what you have allowed within you and this world.

With this tools we can indeed create heaven on earth.

 

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